yea, new year has come... but i'm not hoping a lot for this year... mainly becoz i'm still a soldier for de whole of this year, wif more stuff coming for me... i'll undergo stuff which i have never imagined b4 in my life, and continue to learn more abt life, abt how harsh and unfair the reality is...

no wonder ppl always say this phrase of life is where 'boys become men'... of coz they change from innocent and naive boys to cynical and untrusting men, after they haf been subjected to this unfair treatment...

today, first day of de new year, an old feeling came back to look for me... when young, when u were in sch, after a long holidays, say de dec hols, and when sch is restarting, will u feel really really sian abt going back to sch? juz feel like staying at home to rot? well i had this feeling when young, like pri sch till like sec 2 like that... but after that all is fine, coz i haf become to quite like sch, and so i always look forward to meeting up wif frens i havent seen for de long month...

now de feeling has come back to look for me... mayb de festive mood of this month, mayb de many leave i took this month have made me feel real real sian to go back to soldiering life... but certainly juz this first wk of de new year isnt encouraging at all...

SOC trial test on thurs, guard duty on sat, den after a short sunday out from camp, next wk is a whole week exercise, probably at tekong... talk abt promising start =/

but i guess de only good thing is that de platoon is together, so everyone is fun to be wif... even after de unfair punishment is handed out, de platoon stuck together and was laughing away at jokes, that even OC commented 'wah, tio punishment liao still can laugh so loud' =X

anyway, new year calls for new year resolutions and hopes like that rite? well i'm not really someone who make these stuff de, but if i really can make 1 wish for de new year, i really really hope that this year can pass asap =X