facing this alien thing which i nvr encountered b4, i'm simply lost in wad to do...

i haf listened to many advices... haf thought of many many stuff to do... haf weighed wad's de best decision to make at each situation... haf tried stuff which i havent done b4...

sometimes i juz wonder if these stuff i did do really achieve wad i wan to prove... mayb they had backfired.. perhaps haf made me a different person from wad i used to be...

i want to do things my way now onwards... that way i can be truly me, and i can only hold myself accountable for any consequences...


"The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, and to let it come in."

"Don't let go too soon, but don't hang on too long."

"Sometimes you cannot believe what you see, you have to believe what you feel. And if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them, too - even when you’re in the dark. Even when you’re falling."

"Is today the day? Am I ready? Am I doing all I need to do? Am I being the person I want to be?"

"When you learn how to die, you learn how to live."

-Tuesdays With Morrie


PS: i cant really handle phone calls well.. havent made much for ages...