this wk is de last wk of my course... a wk of disappointment, anger, helplessness... but i'm not sure if there's a bit of enlightenment involved oso... oh ya, mayb there was a case of 8000 involved too..
masks... human beings live wif masks i guess... u nvr noe if de guy in front of u who's chatting and smiling at u is actually scolding u in his heart... u nvr noe if he's showing his true self, or he's juz being tactful... wed that juz passed was guard duty no. 3 for me... it could haf been an epic battle, btwn B1 and de rest of de world... things could juz turn foul juz 1 day b4 graduation... however in de end, it suddenly became B1 vs The One... juz becoz The One was being very very direct, and saying stuff we dun tink we'll say it, although we feel it... in de end, not only did de rest of de ppl besides The One nvr ruin relationship wif B1 ppl, de rest of de ppl even continued to chat wif them... so i hafta say ppl really live wif masks on, if not all ppl, den most... mayb i'm one of them too...
next is one of de reasons for my anger... wad i dun understand is how some ppl can be juz so inconsiderate... 3 egs to showcase... firstly, a couple of days back, when i was clearing plate after meal, de guy in front of me had 2 empty bowls plus some leftover food on his plate... and wad he did was simple... he simply overturned his plate above de rubbish bin.. ie de 2 bowls and de food juz fell into de bin... and he doesnt care and left to put his plate in de sink, wif de 2 bowls in de bin... secondly, at de end of guard duty, one guy realised there are some food dropped on de table, and he noe is who dropped it de, coz that guy was de only one who ate it... however, when that guy was told to clear up, he juz sit there and stare blankly into space, ignoring the person... thirdly, back to B1... the ppl there are juz kings, a term i use to call them when i talk wif others... they always take their time, while de rest of de platoon is waiting for them... it's as if they are superior than us, but i duno for wad reason they feel that way...
these are cases where i juz dun understand how some ppl can be so inconsiderate and so selfish... they are simply de reasons y de others are implicated, and de reason y communism will nvr nvr work in de human beings' world...
and so my life at SI ended on thurs.. as usual, i dun like this kinda changes... juz when i get to noe more ppl, including those outside my bunk, i lost contact wif them now again... but anyway, it had been a enjoyable and interesting life at SI.. my CS and CC were great ppl, and de platoon was fun too..
next stop in army, and i guess de last stop: HQ 2 SIB, sig coy... today my first day there, but i dun quite like there... things are like damn strict down there, plus we kinda felt a bit cheated that we dun do wad we learnt in SI, like our days in SI were wasted... but on hindsight, perhaps it's due to de experience in SI that may haf led to this feeling now... perhaps if i haf gone there instead of SI right after tekong i may feel differently... but my other fren in another coy of de same camp said that actually sig coy is considered slack le, so i oso not too sure abt it now... anyway i hafta stay there for 18 more months, so i guess i juz hafta adapt to there... enjoy oso stay there, miserable oso stay there...
speaking of de 8000 thing, it was juz that one of my bunkmate from SI asked another guy if he tio 6million in toto, will he continue to work? becoz according to calculations, and estimating if we haf another 60 years to live, we will get around 8000 bucks a month becoz of de prize money... that's quite a lot, i commented.. but they 2 say actually it isnt really a lot... coz a boss or wad can easily earn it... den they say accountant can oso earn quite a bit, but during peak season de workload of accountants are very very heavy, whereby they dun need to slp liao, juz keep calculating.. that kinda made me tink twice and tink if i really wan be one... but den again which job doesnt haf its workload... so this is de part of de 8000...
and so, this is a wk of possibly disappointment, anger, helplessness, 8000 and enlightenment..
masks... human beings live wif masks i guess... u nvr noe if de guy in front of u who's chatting and smiling at u is actually scolding u in his heart... u nvr noe if he's showing his true self, or he's juz being tactful... wed that juz passed was guard duty no. 3 for me... it could haf been an epic battle, btwn B1 and de rest of de world... things could juz turn foul juz 1 day b4 graduation... however in de end, it suddenly became B1 vs The One... juz becoz The One was being very very direct, and saying stuff we dun tink we'll say it, although we feel it... in de end, not only did de rest of de ppl besides The One nvr ruin relationship wif B1 ppl, de rest of de ppl even continued to chat wif them... so i hafta say ppl really live wif masks on, if not all ppl, den most... mayb i'm one of them too...
next is one of de reasons for my anger... wad i dun understand is how some ppl can be juz so inconsiderate... 3 egs to showcase... firstly, a couple of days back, when i was clearing plate after meal, de guy in front of me had 2 empty bowls plus some leftover food on his plate... and wad he did was simple... he simply overturned his plate above de rubbish bin.. ie de 2 bowls and de food juz fell into de bin... and he doesnt care and left to put his plate in de sink, wif de 2 bowls in de bin... secondly, at de end of guard duty, one guy realised there are some food dropped on de table, and he noe is who dropped it de, coz that guy was de only one who ate it... however, when that guy was told to clear up, he juz sit there and stare blankly into space, ignoring the person... thirdly, back to B1... the ppl there are juz kings, a term i use to call them when i talk wif others... they always take their time, while de rest of de platoon is waiting for them... it's as if they are superior than us, but i duno for wad reason they feel that way...
these are cases where i juz dun understand how some ppl can be so inconsiderate and so selfish... they are simply de reasons y de others are implicated, and de reason y communism will nvr nvr work in de human beings' world...
and so my life at SI ended on thurs.. as usual, i dun like this kinda changes... juz when i get to noe more ppl, including those outside my bunk, i lost contact wif them now again... but anyway, it had been a enjoyable and interesting life at SI.. my CS and CC were great ppl, and de platoon was fun too..
next stop in army, and i guess de last stop: HQ 2 SIB, sig coy... today my first day there, but i dun quite like there... things are like damn strict down there, plus we kinda felt a bit cheated that we dun do wad we learnt in SI, like our days in SI were wasted... but on hindsight, perhaps it's due to de experience in SI that may haf led to this feeling now... perhaps if i haf gone there instead of SI right after tekong i may feel differently... but my other fren in another coy of de same camp said that actually sig coy is considered slack le, so i oso not too sure abt it now... anyway i hafta stay there for 18 more months, so i guess i juz hafta adapt to there... enjoy oso stay there, miserable oso stay there...
speaking of de 8000 thing, it was juz that one of my bunkmate from SI asked another guy if he tio 6million in toto, will he continue to work? becoz according to calculations, and estimating if we haf another 60 years to live, we will get around 8000 bucks a month becoz of de prize money... that's quite a lot, i commented.. but they 2 say actually it isnt really a lot... coz a boss or wad can easily earn it... den they say accountant can oso earn quite a bit, but during peak season de workload of accountants are very very heavy, whereby they dun need to slp liao, juz keep calculating.. that kinda made me tink twice and tink if i really wan be one... but den again which job doesnt haf its workload... so this is de part of de 8000...
and so, this is a wk of possibly disappointment, anger, helplessness, 8000 and enlightenment..
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