Monday, November 26, 2007

beautiful life i have... (sarcasm detected in this sentence, this post isnt really important to read on)

saturday went for exercise, live firing... seriously speaking, it's totally hell... total there were 4 times we follow de troopers... i followed 3 times... if i did all 4 times, i guess my right shoulder shld haf dislocated or sth... not to forget de number of thorny plants i haf walked past or grabbed onto, resulting a couple of scratches on my hands... and how could i forget the fabulous river/swamp walk i did there, where de (mud) water was like waist deep? causing not only my boots full wif water, but oso my pants totally wet... next up i met up with the commandos of mosquitoes, where i hear their buzzing sounds all de while, and their bites simply swollen up my hands and ears, particularly my right palm where i count like eh..... 13 or so bites juz on 1 palm.. last but not least, de most wonderful thing shld be that i didnt get to slp at all for it... juz caught a couple of min of slp here n there...

sunday... the start of heartburn for me... de more technical term shld be Gastroesophageal Reflux Disease... simply said, it's that my stomach has too much acid, and it spills out to de oesophageus, causing pain at de chest level, so it's as if de heart is in pain, so called heartburn.. but in actual fact has nth to do wif heart... a wonderful disease for those who wanna slim down i muz say.. coz de motion of swallowing food opens de muscle btwn de oesophagues and de stomach, and de acid takes this chance to spill out, so swallowing food = painful moment... so u can be hungry, but de pain will juz discourage u to continue eating.... nature sure has its way to keep ppl's weight under control...

monday.. ICCT grading... finally an end to all de locks, tosses, slams, sparring and wad so ever... finally a goodbye to any more possible bruises on my elbows, knees, back, and other parts of de body that may haf impact wif de ground during the training... of coz that oso means de end to seeing the instructor, whom we haf been seeing for 1 wk... uncontrollably had de thought of a sense of pity becoz de instructor was getting to noe some of us and den it juz ended like this suddenly... tml is off day becoz of de saturday exercise and so came home today...

reached home hearing de quarrelling yet yet again... well wad can i say? i haf simply become indifferent to all these le... cold le... tired to care so much... so wad if they shed tears? i'm not going to drop any tears.. possible salvation when i haf enough money to buy a hse? man, that's a future i cant see... this is part and parcel of my life.. do u do anything when u see de sun rise? or when u see birds fly? or when u see kids playing around? often we dont, coz these are facts, part of logical happenings, part of life... we juz accept them and shld simply ignore them...

welcome to my life....

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