today's off day for me.. actually jennifer, my other boss, came ytd to ask if i really want an off day 2day, coz i only worked for 5 days this wk (tues to sat), so if i haf a off day 2day den my pay would be deducted accordingly as i would be seen as taking leave today... but den i still decided to take an off day 2day, coz i have been looking forward to this break a couple of days back..

slept rather late last nite, to be exact would be 3am this morning, so woke up at 1+ pm 2day... didnt do much 2day actually, only watched star awards repeat in afternoon den used com a while after that.. den went to clear some of my old stuff.. stuff like pokemon cards, yugioh cards, digimon cards, wwe cards etc, which shows that i got tons of cards.. lolol... found a lot of stuff which haf long slipped off my mind, and i'm really amazed to find all these stuff again.. den oso sorted out my drawer, which was so messy after being left to rot for some time le... there were a lot of i-got-this-stuff-meh kind of situations as i went thru my stuff... quite interesting, and quite a gd way to spend the off day, instead of juz lazing around duno wad 2 do...

quite ironic that when working u will always hope for off day to come soon, but when off day comes u will be quite sian wif nth much to do, unless u haf already planned sth to do... 2day i oso went to listen to all the songs in kaira gong shi jia's first album.. although i was the first few who noticed her when she first started out (my frens were going like "gong wad?" when i asked them if they heard of her b4), i only listened to a couple of tracks last time when de album was juz released... 2day found that de other songs are ok, none really left a deep impression in me except for one, which i found the lyrics rather meaningful...

起初只是朋友 -- 龚诗嘉

坐在窗边看夜景
等着黎明的来临
夜空布满了星星
仿佛点燃着你的名
曾经拥有的回忆
是否会像颗流星
光芒绚丽划过天际
消失后毫无痕迹
起初只是朋友而已
这个故事谁不熟悉
美丽的结局我不敢肯定
等待你的回应
起初只是朋友
以后是否能再继续
这份感情若带给你恐惧
我宁愿隐藏在心底
在这一夜我没有睡
一直后悔为何要把自己说清
万一只是万一
我就会一瞬间
完全失去你

a brief summary of de song (if u lazy read, coz i noe reading song lyrics is quite weird) is that de person confesses to the one she (i use she coz it's kaira singing) likes, but she's unsure if he accepts it anot, and she risks forgoing the whole friendship if the guy rejects her.. things are like that, confession will risk de friendship, as it would not be de same again, regardless if the confession goes successful anot.. but dun confess oso makes the person miserable, n in even worse cases both suffer if both like each other but dun dare make the first step... contradicting it is, but that's life for u...