now officially 1st sept.. happy teachers' day!! hehe, kinda weird to say that here, as if any of my teachers knows of this place like that... actually i hope they know, so i can pass this message to them.. had a chance to go back andss 2day, but duno y, mayb it's de rain or i was juz too cold-blooded, that i decided not to go back.. mayb it's that i dun have this habit of going back to old sch ba.. when in sec sch oso nvr go back pri sch, coz most of my teachers retired liao, and i was so so low-profile back then in pri sch, so de teachers i knew there were few in the 1st place le.. so mayb it now leads to me dun haf to habit to go back andss, although there are many teachers there i wanna see and chat a bit with, but i'm not that vocal and not that close with them last time anyway..
now it leads me to thinking if i will go back to aj after graduating.. heard from yilong who heard from his stajeworks teacher that ms tang's gonna retire this year.. that makes 1 less teacher i know in aj.. if i really go back den most likely i will juz find ms ng ba, coz at least she's de one i talked most crap with.. lolol.. but at least muz have gd A's result for econs 1st, den got face go back see her =X
anyway, as 2day/yesterday (31th august) is teachers' day celebration, it was sort of some kind of last day of sch in aj le.. coz term 4 straight away is 2 wks of prelims den after that is juz go back take prelims papers and tink graduation assembly liao.. 2day got that weird weird feeling again on the way back home and while at home... the weird feeling that occurred 2 years ago, on last day of sch in andss.. it's a feeling that is a mixture of regrets, relunctance to let go and sadness... i dun like changes in life, but they are inevitable, part of lives, but despite me existing on Earth for 18.5 yrs liao, i still havent learn how to embrace them.. but 08 nvr really merge as a class, as there are still invisible divides between different groups of people, although in daily class life it appears as if everyone is ok with each other.. this will make any possible 0805 class gathering in future even harder le, with these divides and in addition guys in NS.. i really dun like the idea of losing contact with the 08 people, like wad happened to most of my andss frens, where gd frens in sch can almost or totally lose contact after graduation...
i sound as though i have juz attended the graduation nite like that... now is not the time for that anyway.. still got prelims n big A's coming up.. even the antarcticans are all getting into gears and ready to start mugging liao lor... i guess i shall juz stick to my usual self ba, living juz for the day, or as the chinese say, 'walk one step look the next step'.
even going online is becoming so sian for me le la... 2day came home early, den use com oso can use till sian one, den start doing de vj prelim paper.. how to survive the coming sept hols sia...
financial econs - high risk high gain, low risk low gain... this is so so true, not even in financial econs but oso in real life... should i throw away the coward me from 2 yrs ago and juz risk it and possibly lose everything? or shld i remain as that coward and juz enjoy the low gain and prevent me from getting 'bankrupt'? .......
now it leads me to thinking if i will go back to aj after graduating.. heard from yilong who heard from his stajeworks teacher that ms tang's gonna retire this year.. that makes 1 less teacher i know in aj.. if i really go back den most likely i will juz find ms ng ba, coz at least she's de one i talked most crap with.. lolol.. but at least muz have gd A's result for econs 1st, den got face go back see her =X
anyway, as 2day/yesterday (31th august) is teachers' day celebration, it was sort of some kind of last day of sch in aj le.. coz term 4 straight away is 2 wks of prelims den after that is juz go back take prelims papers and tink graduation assembly liao.. 2day got that weird weird feeling again on the way back home and while at home... the weird feeling that occurred 2 years ago, on last day of sch in andss.. it's a feeling that is a mixture of regrets, relunctance to let go and sadness... i dun like changes in life, but they are inevitable, part of lives, but despite me existing on Earth for 18.5 yrs liao, i still havent learn how to embrace them.. but 08 nvr really merge as a class, as there are still invisible divides between different groups of people, although in daily class life it appears as if everyone is ok with each other.. this will make any possible 0805 class gathering in future even harder le, with these divides and in addition guys in NS.. i really dun like the idea of losing contact with the 08 people, like wad happened to most of my andss frens, where gd frens in sch can almost or totally lose contact after graduation...
i sound as though i have juz attended the graduation nite like that... now is not the time for that anyway.. still got prelims n big A's coming up.. even the antarcticans are all getting into gears and ready to start mugging liao lor... i guess i shall juz stick to my usual self ba, living juz for the day, or as the chinese say, 'walk one step look the next step'.
even going online is becoming so sian for me le la... 2day came home early, den use com oso can use till sian one, den start doing de vj prelim paper.. how to survive the coming sept hols sia...
financial econs - high risk high gain, low risk low gain... this is so so true, not even in financial econs but oso in real life... should i throw away the coward me from 2 yrs ago and juz risk it and possibly lose everything? or shld i remain as that coward and juz enjoy the low gain and prevent me from getting 'bankrupt'? .......
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