all of a sudden, i have decided to come update again, despite de last update only some days ago... haizz, prelims starting in the day after tml.. 1st day damn xiong le, econs paper 3 wif GP, really tough sia.. and to worsen stuff, i havent started on the revision of econs.. now quite stressed? mayb it's stress ba, coz i really feel that i wont haf time tml to really revise econs wif GP properly.. really dun wan to fail GP again liao.. neither do i wan to sacrifice econs for GP.. actually wad to 'study' for GP de? read thru de articles i haf collected? or read thru de vocab words and hope to remember and throw some into essay and AQ? anyway to read thru ALL the newspaper articles is definitely impossible, wif the time constraint i face tml.. that would mean i need to pick topics again, which is something i dun like to do... i dun like de idea of choosing, but wif time constraint, it's either gamble, choose and specialise, or become a jack of all trades... econs oso need to choose and specialise, according to puay san, which is oso something i havent really done... i only noe i hafta choose role of govt, the rest is really up to me... mayb become jack of all trades ba, since i haf been like that anyway... all these suddenly bring to a point..

why the heck m i still here when i'm facing a lack of time to revise my work for the opening day of prelims?

actually i oso cant really ans the above qn.. juz cant find the drive to start revision.. i would even rather take out slam dunk comics to read, and not study... mayb it's becoz of my habit to only study the day b4 the exam/test? duno la... damn frustrated now oso... mouth full of pain, cant eat, cant talk, cant brush teeth... really dulan... oso quite sian ah, juz wanna say that i tink i wont do well in prelims oso cannot.. like full of restrictions like that... if i say den if my results are not bad den ppl will tink i always like to fake ppl that i nvr mug while mugging like siao at home... suan le, let's juz hope my prelims wont turn out to be a disaster...