i could haf gotten a job yesterday...

for some reason (which i dunno of), my bro decided 2 get a job this holidays... it seemed like he had contacted at least two, but both were rejected coz he was too young.. n for another reason (which i oso dunno of), my mother decided that the older one should go get a job too... and den she kept harping to me to get a job... finally, she decided one for me, juz some bookshop helper at some sch... n juz to shut her up, i juz called, n even got an interview slot yesterday.. however, sth was holding me back, n i didn't noe whether 2 go for de interview or not... well, in de end, i chickened out.. i guess my mother sort of realised that i'm not as sensible as her younger son, n there wasn't any communication between me n her since yesterday... hmmm, well, might as well, since the other 2 persons in the house i oso got no communication wif...

m i really an insensible person? as quoted from my mother, i'm so free nowadays, always play com games, waste time only, might as well use the time 2 go work... hmmm.. well, i agree wif her i'm free, like i always says nowadays 'i got nth but time'... or m i a coward? afraid to tread into de unknown territory of working? i always says 'it's always good to haf a 1st time for everything.. the experience gained will be valuable'.. so y not a 1st time for working? hmm, i guess i juz realised another weakness in me: all talk no action, always preaching but not doing... i'm oso pretty irresponsible, i muz say... coz although i skipped that interview session, i didn't contact the person-in-charge that i wasn't going anymore.. ha ha.. how much more irresponsible can i be...

#17, be a better person lah!