2nd last day of october... but actually now is last day liao lah, after 12 liao... 2 days (1 day) more to the opening day of the big O... hasn't been really revising ever since school ended, has been following a one-paper-a-day policy... but it seems that there are still quite a few left... i know a couple of ppl have started their run already, and i'm still resting here, still blogging while others are mugging... nvm, tml is the day to start my catch up le...
listening to 93.3 FM now... it seems that being a dj is really very good sia... juz have a good voice, and then can chit-chat with the listeners, watch soccer on tv, and listen to the good songs... nice sia, too bad my voice too lousy le =( if not i oso go be dj liao. never heard this dj b4, but he really not bad, quite a good sense of humour, too bad he only works during some weekends...
it's not that i dun wan 2 plan the stuff, but i really not familiar in this kind of stuff and i really dunno how or wad 2 start with... haizzz, it's not that i dun wan 2 do this for the class, but... i know excuses are of no use right now, but i'll try my best to make it happen... but after some thinking, think i'll juz excuse myself after the thing is really done... all these planning, asking and doing have juz really tired me out... whether it's physically or mentally, i'm simply tired out... i'm really not sure if i do go if the thing is set up, will i enjoy and have fun? or simply have no energy at all, instead of having fun with the others, end up dampening their moods? i really dunno, but to prevent the latter, i guess i juz excuse myself... for those reading this but dunno wad this means, i believe u muz be thinking wad an useless chap i am.... i guess so... mayb it's my fault that i didn't push the job and responsibility away when they were presented to me in the very first place and when i knew very well that i couldn't handle it.... and i shouldn't have dragged it for so long, until this very last moment when it's the revision period and i should not bother others to help me during their revision time.... but i juz cannot disappoint the class... i juz have 2 make it happen one way or the other...
anyway, guess this is my last entry b4 the O's le... my next one shld be during the O le ba, during the break... anyway, good luck to all the ppl out there who'll be tackling O Levels starting next week, and oso, happy halloween!!
listening to 93.3 FM now... it seems that being a dj is really very good sia... juz have a good voice, and then can chit-chat with the listeners, watch soccer on tv, and listen to the good songs... nice sia, too bad my voice too lousy le =( if not i oso go be dj liao. never heard this dj b4, but he really not bad, quite a good sense of humour, too bad he only works during some weekends...
it's not that i dun wan 2 plan the stuff, but i really not familiar in this kind of stuff and i really dunno how or wad 2 start with... haizzz, it's not that i dun wan 2 do this for the class, but... i know excuses are of no use right now, but i'll try my best to make it happen... but after some thinking, think i'll juz excuse myself after the thing is really done... all these planning, asking and doing have juz really tired me out... whether it's physically or mentally, i'm simply tired out... i'm really not sure if i do go if the thing is set up, will i enjoy and have fun? or simply have no energy at all, instead of having fun with the others, end up dampening their moods? i really dunno, but to prevent the latter, i guess i juz excuse myself... for those reading this but dunno wad this means, i believe u muz be thinking wad an useless chap i am.... i guess so... mayb it's my fault that i didn't push the job and responsibility away when they were presented to me in the very first place and when i knew very well that i couldn't handle it.... and i shouldn't have dragged it for so long, until this very last moment when it's the revision period and i should not bother others to help me during their revision time.... but i juz cannot disappoint the class... i juz have 2 make it happen one way or the other...
anyway, guess this is my last entry b4 the O's le... my next one shld be during the O le ba, during the break... anyway, good luck to all the ppl out there who'll be tackling O Levels starting next week, and oso, happy halloween!!
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