change... is change a good thing? some ppl believe so, but others beg to differ. being the one standing out 2 lead the others, and someone who stay in the crowd, waiting 2 be led by a leader... in simple terms, they are the 'leaders' and 'followers'... in this world, there are born leaders and followers, but can ppl from the first group change to the kind of ppl from group 2? and vice versa? to be the one talking out to the ppl, or be the one watching and listening silently?

someone said this to me, "at this stage of life (secondary school), boys tend 2 be uncertain of their futures, more than girls do... instead, girls look more forward to their future jc lives... so boys tend 2 grab a girl and settle down now..." true? or juz crap? i seriously dunno... although i'm oso uncertain of my future, but i tink i'm more of can't be bothered and ignorant than really feeling scared and fearful of the future... can't be bothered is becoz wanted to settle all of 'O's first b4 deciding anything... ignorant is becoz i dunno a single thing about tertiary education at all... wad subject combinations? jc's reputation? jc's rankings? who cares! wad i only know is that jc is the choice u want if u wanna go uni.

life in anderson is coming closer and closer 2 the end... a phrase from HCJC's presentation 2day is something about 'everlasting friendship'... let's see how my friendship with my friends now can last... i have lost all contacts of my primary school friends now, with the exception of chinping, and weiloong... so how many secondary sch contacts can stay in the future? that's really an unknown....