this morning realised that i almost did a thing that would make me regret for the rest of my life... wad the hell was i thinking about yesterday? why did i wait till the last moment, with only 15 min left, to then tell them? i could have easily told them yesterday, instead of the rushing and worrying 2day.... if only i wasn't so concerned about gaming yesterday and saw the bad thing earlier....

speaking of regrets, sort of realised that regrets kind of make up our lives... nobody has no regret all their lives, but it's often that point of time when u look back, thinking of the dumb decisions u had made, and ponder about many 'wad if'... wad if i had made another decision, will the impact be lesser? wad if i had told that person that thing or another thing, will it change wad he/she will think of me? wad if i had not remained silent and spoke up, will the situation be different today? wad if..... there are too many 'wad if' in this world... there's no way to prevent or stop regrets, but can only minimize them... mayb the important thing is 2 follow ur heart, do wad u think is right, and strongly believe in wad u do, instead of wishy-washy making any available decision, and then regretting it in the future....

tml is the farewell assembly, aka our last day at anderson... mayb it's a time to gather all your good memories during ur 4 years in anderson, meet up with all the frens u have made during these 4 years at anderson and leave with all the positive things... why bother to make your life miserable? think positive! =)