i always thought the group needs a decision maker, a leader, a more active person, and den it will be for the better..

i always thought someone juz hafta be the hero or de villain, and den things will get going..

i thought i could be the Genesis, but ultimately, i see now that my route is the same as his: failure...

i end up getting frustrated and maybe offended ppl (though my knowledge bank isnt enough to understand totally) but if cy used the word 'chill' and 'attitude' den things shldnt be right.. i would apologize for any offences i made, becoz i meant no malice at all..

maybe they really dun care, or maybe this is de only way to go for the group, which is passive-ness, last min decisions, and impromptu stuff..

i suppose after the hk episode, my reputation as Mr Anything is enforced much much more.. decisions i make can be seen as "decisions made juz for the sake of decision making" alrdy..

i suppose that's the greatest grace for me liao ba.. for my last use of this phrase, if the world needs a new hero, that person wont be me..