Sunday, May 10, 2009

been working for 3 wks now.. job has been rather boring, but at least time passes rather quick, coz there isnt much waiting involved.. u juz work work work and once in a while u look up at the clock and u find that 1hr+ has passed by liao..

journey to workplace is long.. ideal case would be 1 hr to and 1 hr back.. but with the peak hours' traffic jams this isnt really often the case.. have been reporting to work for a variety of timing.. 820, 830, 900, and once 930 too.. luckily the journey home is much more consistent, normally can reach sengkang within 630 to 640, except for fri which once happens to only reach at 650.. fri always seems to have much more cars on de road than other days... early knockoff mayb?

de morning ride always passes rather quicker, simply becoz i juz sleep throughout the journey, so in a flash it ends.. for evening one it's different, coz i juz cant fall asleep then.. so it's juz look out at the scenery that is becoming more n more familiar by the day and the moving vehicles around...

at this time the mind tends to wander around, and this is often the case ppl call it 想太多.. and sometimes interesting topics juz pop into the head.. here's one of them, becoz i doubt i'll come back to update another post soon...


blogs is a rather interesting thing... ppl use it for many purposes.. some use it as a journal/diary where they talk abt their everyday lives... some use it to sell stuff, becoz of the various easy functions blogs provide as opposed to building a website from scratch.. some use it to give their views (and judgements) on everything, from society issues, to the stuff happening around/to them, to the people around them... some use it to sound out stuff they dun normally do in their real lives, like scolding others, ranting, crying out in frustrations or simply juz to deliver a message to either an intended party or the whole world (or simply anyone who happen to read it)..

and i feel that all these uses have the same purpose, and that's to reach out to the others... how many truths are there then? which are real, and which are 'faked' for the sake of those reading? of coz i'm not condemning all bloggers, becoz that will be shooting myself in the foot... it's juz that i'm intrigued by all these different kinds of entries ppl post when they shld noe that someone out there is probably reading.. it could even be someone they nvr thought would come and read...

as we all know a couple of years back a couple of guys were charged for posting unreasonable stuff on their blogs, so now there's some kind of invisible 'restrictions' on the stuff we can post.. army stuff are also sensitive so we often hear them telling us to be careful of wad we post online, so there's more 'restrictions'.. however, i believe there's also a kind of restriction the bloggers bound onto themselves... simply because of this fact that u know that ppl are reading, u tend to leave out certain stuff, which u think may cause u inconvenience or harm.. i myself know abt this, simply becoz i've done it b4, by blogging in a very indirect way so as to make things very vague, by using words like 'he', 'the man', 'the woman' blah blah w/o specifying who exactly they are..

so i quite feel that blogs are sth quite like 'show and tell'... be it to show the products u wanna sell, or show wad u're feeling, or show wad are ur views like, or show the messages u are trying to convey..


okay, this thought juz seems to become weaker and weaker as i type it... so i juz concluded it with a rather stupid ending..

there's this song i've 'discovered' recently.. it's actually a song from abt 2 years back.. i've only heard parts of it on radio once in a while and i always wondered who's de singer.. found out it's actually by eason chan.. quite a good song i feel, with good lyrics too... here it is..





it's funny nowadays how i'm posting all these videos and pictures here, sort of like i'm 'sharing' them or what, when i dun even know who does come here... when i juz started this blog, (which is really years ago) ppl often ask why i dun wanna change to a cooler blogskin... i did change to one, albeit for a really short while, mayb a couple of days... i juz feel that it's weird, like i'm doing this for exhibition or sth... but now with all these videos and stuff, i feel like i'm doing sth i didnt want to do in the beginning, which is kinda weird when u actually think abt it...

a long long post, which means i shld probably stop here... let's end with a phrase (or a sentence) which i made up, and feel it's actually pretty true...

the lower the expectations, the lower the disappointment and pressure

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