about 1 month nvr update since de last post le.. but i long since wanted to come back to update le, juz that dun have that motivation to do it.. i guess it's de same for watching videos online ba.. mayb u juz dun feel like watching, coz u noe once u get started on 1 episode, u will juz carry on watching and watching, and it will take alot of time, so u would rather spend the time on another thing u feel is more 'worthwhile' to spend time on..

but funny thing is, there isnt really any other thing to do actually.. thinking about it, it has been a long while since i last played any game.. videos have pretty much occupied my comp and psp.. how i met your mother, iljimae, 康熙來了 and 舞林大道 have pretty much occupied my civilian life recently...

finished iljimae last week, and it had a rather open ending ba.. de flash from 4 years back to 4 years onwards was very brief and it left many qns unanswered..

during the course of watching iljimae, had this thought going on in my mind.. often in novels, stories, movies or simply anything fiction, most main characters have missions/difficult lives/extremely dangerous situations etc, and of coz, they manage to get past them and succeed eventually, regardless whether it's becoz of their skills/abilities/companions/or simply luck.. in real life, how many can really survive? and i'm juz talking abt survival, not even mentioning abt becoming really powerful or skilled in de end.. iljimae is hunted his whole life, partly becoz he's that thief, and oso becoz he's de son who escaped alive miraculously when young.. wad if he died b4 he rmb-ed all de truth abt his young life? or if he died during one of de thieving missions? harry potter is only a teen at de most, but he managed to defeat de all-powerful voldermort.. wad if he met wif a mishap in de middle of de book series and died? eragon became a dragon rider unknowingly, and even managed to kill several opponents much powerful than him by strokes of luck... in red cliff II, zhou yu, zhao yun and de other generals (excluding zhang fei of coz since he seems invulnerable to arrows) are able to storm right to de front of cao cao, escaping uncountable showers of arrows... with de vast number of arrows and de random-ness of how they land, wad if zhou yu juz got killed by 1 stray arrow during one of his sprints?

but of coz, all in all these are juz fiction and we cant expect too much otherwise to de outcomes.. besides, i still quite enjoyed all of de above mentioned novels/movies/dramas...

康熙來了 and how i met your mother continue to be both funny and entertaining as last time, and i happened to watch a small segment of 舞林大道 and i found it quite enjoyable too, so i started catching the episodes oso.. i'm definitely not a dancer quality, so i cant really see wad's good abt some dance genres, notably modern dance, but on a whole i find the dancers damn zai, regardless whether they are free style, breaking, belly dance or wadever..

below are a couple videos from 舞林大道 which i feel de breaking dances are quite zai (if u wanna watch of coz watch in high quality!)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XIYJjNGjpeE (both teams are very zai)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fbr2k_tJwns (it's de 2nd team from de previous video)

now that i juz got news that i may hafta go for exercise from mon to wed is utterly demoralising.. cant they juz let me ord in peace? =/

my fren's mum juz passed away last week.. and i attended the wake.. although he's holding it together better than his younger bro, i bet it's still very very tough on him... he didnt really get very good results during his A's, so i'm not sure wad path he'll take in de future, but hope he will choose de right one and all de best ba..

perhaps this is life ba.. full of uncertainty and unknown...