let's see... juz when i thought i got some breakthrough in the ever serious dilemma over future sch stuff, sth else will destroy my temporary sense of 'achievement' that i've finally decided on sth... i guess it's a 'breakthrough' afterall, whereby my options is cut by 1 and so i have lesser choices to consider abt... it isnt really anyone's fault that the options is cut.. juz a matter of life, u cant haf it den so be it...

as i listened to her talk abt how she had set aside money for de 2 of us to continue studies, and how she talked abt her support for me to carry on the 'impossible' path if i really wan it, i knew that de costs incurred for de additional 2 yrs will be a really really enormous burden... so as wad we, lowly men in saf, learnt, we juz hafta take in on de chin, suck thumb and get on wif life... life goes on rite?

jeremy feels it's brave to continue to wait for de right person to come... for me, i feel you are really brave if u can break the conventional thinking of de society juz becoz u really wan sth... be it that u wanna marry someone of de other race and ur traditional family rejects but u insist coz u feel that he/she is really de right one for u, or be it that u move on to poly after jc not becoz ur results sux but u really wan to pursue a course available in poly but not uni, going against the traditional thoughts of uni after jc thingy... i feel this is really really brave, to go for things u know u wan...

as for me, lol, after several days of resting, tml is back to 'work', and de latest news i received is that i'll change a different 'jobscope', doing different stuff, and certainly it's for de worse... juz can hope it's not too worse, and...................


PLS DUN RAIN TML!!! =/