Sunday, June 24, 2007

it ends today... almost 2 wks of block leave after tekong... tml i gotta report to a new place, in de next stage of my NS life... signals institute in choa chu kang.. a rather unknown place for me, coz my frens are all either sispec or OCS, so i heard lots of stuff abt those 2 places, but not signals institute.. haf heard many versions of stories abt life in signals... some say it's a slack vocation, some say it's not really that slack afterall... but i guess i juz hafta go experience de life there myself...

packed my bags ytd nite.. hafta admit that i became a little short-tempered during de process of packing... guess my always laid-back attitude towards army life took a little turn ytd... mayb there's a sign of grumpiness involved.. grumpy that i gotta serve de country, especially after 1 wk plus of civilian lifestyle... kinda regret that some of my behaviour towards my mother was rather unacceptable ytd nite, juz becoz i dun feel gd..

this 1 wk plus of block leave was quite well-spent... really sort of like returned to my old lifestyle.. kicking ball, watching movies, 'swimming', going out wif frens, especially those i havent seen for 10 wks.... i tink i'll try to make time for these frens, so it wont be another 10 wks b4 i meet them again...

some days back, was flipping thru de video tapes i got, and watching thru some of them... was quite surprised that i got videos of some stuff which i forgot i haf... one of which is a jap drama which i followed quite some yrs back... its english title is 'always de two of us', jap title is 'itsumo futari de'... i do watch jap dramas, but i rarely follow all, meaning i juz catch a couple of episodes for some dramas... to say de truth, de jap dramas that i do follow are those that star takuya kimura inside... however, itsumo futari de is de only jap drama which i followed which dont haf takuya kimura... n now i re-watching de whole drama agn online, but i doubt i can complete everything by today... but nvm, i'll continue next wk when i book out...

ytd nite watched de 2 variety shows of jacky wu on channel u... in 1 show, there was this game involving chinese idioms, and one of de idioms tested was 'sui yu er an' (随遇而安 ) for those who dun understand, this means not to worry too much and be calm as life goes on, even if stuff crops up.. i tink i shld haf this kind of mentality as i move on in life... i haf been too much of a worrier, and this isnt exactly gd for me... kinda forgot abt asakura yoh from 'shaman king', who wants a easy life but wont worry too much... his fav phrase is 'de situation will sort out itself', de chinese version being de one abt de bridge straightening itself when de boat reaches... guess i shld be like that...

oh man, wad a messy entry sia.. thoughts flying everywhere and de paragraphs dun seem to haf a link to each other =/ well anyway, tink i stop here first ba... next time den continue wif another entry..

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