an unusual soon update, considering i only updated ytd.. i guess this entry is juz to say a couple of stuff i my mind now, considering that i oso got nth to do now, except for reading deathnote manga... a couple of pages now loading real slow, so while i refresh these pages, i shall update as i read along..
read from someone else's blog abt some of her thoughts abt de new year.. she's rather skeptical abt de usual n old-fashioned comments of de new year, abt how it's a 'new beginning', 'new hopes' or even why a 'happy' new year... she's always pessimistic in her entries and thoughts, but i guess that's probably y i agree most of de times wif her, n sometimes i'm quite impressed by her points of view, coz those r not common and thus gif me different perspective abt certain stuff.. read on another's blog abt de story of 4 candles, where 3 candles, named faith, peace n love, were put out, but they were re-lit by de last candle named hope, which indicated de importance of having hope..
but wad i wanna say is juz that having hope as a person does seem important in general, coz being a cynical person or a totally pessimistic person seems to be quite miserable.. however, my point would be that there's definitely no reason in keeping infinite hope over certain stuff.. sometimes we will juz go numb n simply concede that these stuff have absolutely no possibility that they will turn out into happy ending and so we juz hafta gif up de hope, if not de hope will juz drag us down..
2day at work was de physically most tiring day for me since i started work last month.. coz de new stock came in 2day in huge numbers, n i was de only male worker around in de morning, n being fresher than de aunties there who reached at 5 plus or 6 plus (i reached at 9 plus), i was de one who carried de stocks into de fridge, so that de veggie n fruits will not spoil.. it's totally tiring, i tink i carried more than 20 boxes around... n during de carrying process, at one time, when i took out a cart carrying 4 baskets of round cabbages, i knocked my right knee against de heavy load.. i scrapped my right knee on tues during de soccer game when conceding de first goal coz i kneeled down to attempt to save de ball, n in de process scrapped my knee against de dried sand on de ground.. den 2day this thing happened, causing de wound to become bigger n it was totally painful after de impact, while i hafta act like nth has happened coz otherwise it will create too much fuss.. i was limping around during de abt 1 hr after de impact, b4 i got used to de wound after that..
den after that, i suddenly got a thought in my mind... retribution? punishment? is this a way of punishment or retribution given from 'upstairs'? especially after de comments i made ytd on de blog.. is this de minor punishment considered to de punishment of being struck by lightning?? lolol... i guess i'm juz thinking too much, an example of my very imaginative mind... lolol...
PS: i'm totally numb of this situation liao.. not that i nvr faced it b4 like that.. it's juz a cycle, of it happening den stopping den happening again b4 it stops again, n de cycle carries on... de woman of de hse juz gave me a 'wad if' situation, n from de bottom of my heart, i seriously support that 'wad if' situation, n to say de truth, that may be de situation i haf been hoping for some time liao..
read from someone else's blog abt some of her thoughts abt de new year.. she's rather skeptical abt de usual n old-fashioned comments of de new year, abt how it's a 'new beginning', 'new hopes' or even why a 'happy' new year... she's always pessimistic in her entries and thoughts, but i guess that's probably y i agree most of de times wif her, n sometimes i'm quite impressed by her points of view, coz those r not common and thus gif me different perspective abt certain stuff.. read on another's blog abt de story of 4 candles, where 3 candles, named faith, peace n love, were put out, but they were re-lit by de last candle named hope, which indicated de importance of having hope..
but wad i wanna say is juz that having hope as a person does seem important in general, coz being a cynical person or a totally pessimistic person seems to be quite miserable.. however, my point would be that there's definitely no reason in keeping infinite hope over certain stuff.. sometimes we will juz go numb n simply concede that these stuff have absolutely no possibility that they will turn out into happy ending and so we juz hafta gif up de hope, if not de hope will juz drag us down..
2day at work was de physically most tiring day for me since i started work last month.. coz de new stock came in 2day in huge numbers, n i was de only male worker around in de morning, n being fresher than de aunties there who reached at 5 plus or 6 plus (i reached at 9 plus), i was de one who carried de stocks into de fridge, so that de veggie n fruits will not spoil.. it's totally tiring, i tink i carried more than 20 boxes around... n during de carrying process, at one time, when i took out a cart carrying 4 baskets of round cabbages, i knocked my right knee against de heavy load.. i scrapped my right knee on tues during de soccer game when conceding de first goal coz i kneeled down to attempt to save de ball, n in de process scrapped my knee against de dried sand on de ground.. den 2day this thing happened, causing de wound to become bigger n it was totally painful after de impact, while i hafta act like nth has happened coz otherwise it will create too much fuss.. i was limping around during de abt 1 hr after de impact, b4 i got used to de wound after that..
den after that, i suddenly got a thought in my mind... retribution? punishment? is this a way of punishment or retribution given from 'upstairs'? especially after de comments i made ytd on de blog.. is this de minor punishment considered to de punishment of being struck by lightning?? lolol... i guess i'm juz thinking too much, an example of my very imaginative mind... lolol...
PS: i'm totally numb of this situation liao.. not that i nvr faced it b4 like that.. it's juz a cycle, of it happening den stopping den happening again b4 it stops again, n de cycle carries on... de woman of de hse juz gave me a 'wad if' situation, n from de bottom of my heart, i seriously support that 'wad if' situation, n to say de truth, that may be de situation i haf been hoping for some time liao..
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