last time if u tell me u wanna go to my workplace to visit me, my usual reply would be 'u are not likely to see me there anyway, coz i'm most of de time inside packing fruits n veggie, unless u are lucky to reach there when i'm out stocking up'.. but if u tell me de same thing again these days, my reply would be 'u will most likely see me outside'... in fact, nowadays i feel like i'm an animal in de zoo, on display for all to see..

lol, de change is mainly becoz de mandarin oranges haf arrived.. de ntuc festival disaster! now we hafta start selling these oranges as CNY is approaching.. i expect this to be even worse than de xmas orders thingy, as there are more likely to be more customers to buy oranges than ordering for xmas stuff... oso, many other colleagues of mine, including de youngsters n aunties, haf been warning me to haf mental preparation for all kinds of customers.. n i haf been given some "warm-up" by some customers liao, when i had only started selling 2 days ago.. some complaints/comments include 'y so ugly one' (not referring to me, referring to oranges =X), 'u all so big company, oso dun haf samples for us to try?' etc.. guess i really gotta make some mental preparation liao... if not i will not survive de 'onslaught' of de demanding (unreasonable) customers =X

2day one of de teenage colleagues came to stand at de counter wif me.. of coz our TL wont allow us to stand n wait for customers, so we gotta pack pears n apples while waiting for customers to come... as we packed de pears, i got a big surprise when i realised he was packing them real fast.. even when i tried to pack as fast, he was like at least double my speed, sometimes even triple!!! i felt utterly beaten, although i noe he has been working there for a couple of years liao... damn sad sia.. when we finished wif pears, we switched to packing apples, n that was still ok, coz at least i'm not that slow like de case of pears, but he's still faster than me la...

these couple of days working saw a couple of familiar faces... ytd saw kang's mother.. she was paying at de cashier n her way out will pass by my counter.. i was thinking if she will recognise me as kang's fren anot, but in de end nvr recognise, so quite heng =X 2day saw a aj guy, duno he wad class de, but he oso take 72 to sch last time... oso saw helen chong there, didnt noe she lives around this area... i got walk past her a couple of times, but i tink she duno me is aj student last time... but den again, i tink de one i saw is helen chong =X not 100% sure, coz not her student b4 anyway, last time lecture oso sit so far from her, so not totally sure, but 99% sure shld be her.. lol..

cut hair this wk... everytime when i cut hair i'll be reminded that i'm not that good a person... i'm juz ur average joe, or mayb more insignificant than that.. i'm nth impressive or wadever, while i'm often clouded by de thoughts that i'm good at sth, i'm pro in certain areas etc... but in fact i'm not.. but den again, this reminder is good, as this will prevent me from doing wad i feel i'm doing all de time, that is "not pro act pro"..

i seem to be over-doing it..