ok, father's day was yesterday.. or shld i say 2 days ago, considering that it's past midnite now... sunday nite was a torture... first it was ok, watched iron ladies 2, den went slp at 11 lor... however, till 12 plus le still couldn't fall asleep... suddenly got all those thoughts abt 'family' and so couldn't fall asleep lor...
family, an unit of de society... family exists in many types, but mainly i guess families are classified into 2 main ones, one is de better one, where de family members are quite good together, while the other kind is de colder one... went for some father's day dinner wif family on sunday... to say de truth, mine shld be de coldest family ba... there are rarely communications within de family, mostly are the mother n father talking... at home it's about de same, rare communications exist... mostly at home it's juz de link between mother n father, mother n 2nd son, n dun tink got others le...
does one become more anti social as one grows older? mayb most dun ba, from wad i see, most's social skills become better as they grow up, so there shld become more social ba... but i'm becoming more anti as i grow up... my relations wif cousins n family members are getting kinda bad, i guess... 2 of my cousins were real good frens wif me n my bro when we were young, played together, went out together, n were very very good frens... but as age caught up wif me, i sort of like not really that shou wif them le... to say de truth, me oso pretty insensitive abt this issue, coz i only realised this when i chatted wif ty abt cousins thingy quite some time ago.. (although i oso forgot y we talked abt cousins thingy) thinking abt it, i can't seem 2 find another reason besides me being anti social that explains y my relations wif those 2 cousins are not as good as when i was young... coz my bro is still on very good terms wif them, n it's certainly not becoz of wad age gap prob coz those 2 cousins are 16 n 13 yrs old, which are not far from my age...
oso can't really understand y my relations wif my family members are not say good.... one i haf not been on good terms wif for around 17 years le, minus de years when i still didn't understand this world... one i haf not been on good terms wif for abt half a year le, although i noe that as de older bro i shld give in n accommodate, but juz one simple case where both persons are unwilling to give in can cause a cold war liao... one more... eh... dunno leh, not say not good terms lah, not not as good as b4 le ba... abt a week ago, for some stuff (which i forgot liao), she commented that me being a selfish n inconsiderate person, i still be alone, coz if not, i would annoy n bring troubles to de ppl around me... has always respected her, n after hearing this comment, n thinking abt it, i guess mayb it's true that i shld be alone ba, if i'm such a troublesome person... well, since she brought me up, i guess she knows me better than anyone else, n since she made that comment i guess it's 90% correct ba...
thinking from another perspective, if u were a father, n ur children dun really talk to u at all, wad will u feel? of coz u care abt them lah, which father dun? i realise that it's kinda sad lor, if ur children doesn't talk to u at all one... but den although i say i noe de father will not feel good, but saying is much much easier than doing... for me to actually make that step to fix up a 17-year-old problem is not that easy after all...
FC United of Manchester.. a new football club set up by man utd supportes to oppose de purchase of man utd by malcolm glazer.. damn funny lor... set up juz becoz they r unhappy abt de purchase... however, de club is put in some lower league called North West Counties League lah, so if we wanna see the club in premier league, i read that de soonest will be 8 seasons later, coz the club needs to make 8 promotions to make it to EPL...
sch life is routine, holidays is oso routine... it's all de usual stuff, games, tv, sleep, radio... really enjoy using com while listening to radio... especially when playing championship manager... life recently has been a quiet one... nth much special.... at home oso pretty silent le, dun really like to talk le... although life has been quiet, it's pretty enjoyable lah... haf to meet de challenges of gaming... dunno can win de 4th league title wif chelsea anot, dunno can bring brentford to premier league anot, dunno can win euro wif denmark or spain anot... been listening to radio all day long, especially like de programmes at nite... oso found some new songs which i like.. twins' new song, samba (or sth like that), quite nice.. n zhang feng qi's wan jun biao mei oso not bad, like the tune a lot... dun really use com a lot nowadays, decided to let bro use more ba, coz recently realised that i haf been dominating de use of com for de past few yrs too much le... but he got ncc camp these 3 days, till wed, so now i still using lor... heard over de radio that jay's reaching s'pore a couple hours from now, for de preview of initial d... but i guess jay's fans shld haf known this ages ago ba, me only enjoy listening to music only, not fan of any... great! wilber's ai shang wei lai de ni is playing now... one of my fav songs of all times!! oh man, this is a real long post sia... long time nvr post le, got many crap to say... so if u haf read till here le, thanx a lot for reading n not giving up halfway!
family, an unit of de society... family exists in many types, but mainly i guess families are classified into 2 main ones, one is de better one, where de family members are quite good together, while the other kind is de colder one... went for some father's day dinner wif family on sunday... to say de truth, mine shld be de coldest family ba... there are rarely communications within de family, mostly are the mother n father talking... at home it's about de same, rare communications exist... mostly at home it's juz de link between mother n father, mother n 2nd son, n dun tink got others le...
does one become more anti social as one grows older? mayb most dun ba, from wad i see, most's social skills become better as they grow up, so there shld become more social ba... but i'm becoming more anti as i grow up... my relations wif cousins n family members are getting kinda bad, i guess... 2 of my cousins were real good frens wif me n my bro when we were young, played together, went out together, n were very very good frens... but as age caught up wif me, i sort of like not really that shou wif them le... to say de truth, me oso pretty insensitive abt this issue, coz i only realised this when i chatted wif ty abt cousins thingy quite some time ago.. (although i oso forgot y we talked abt cousins thingy) thinking abt it, i can't seem 2 find another reason besides me being anti social that explains y my relations wif those 2 cousins are not as good as when i was young... coz my bro is still on very good terms wif them, n it's certainly not becoz of wad age gap prob coz those 2 cousins are 16 n 13 yrs old, which are not far from my age...
oso can't really understand y my relations wif my family members are not say good.... one i haf not been on good terms wif for around 17 years le, minus de years when i still didn't understand this world... one i haf not been on good terms wif for abt half a year le, although i noe that as de older bro i shld give in n accommodate, but juz one simple case where both persons are unwilling to give in can cause a cold war liao... one more... eh... dunno leh, not say not good terms lah, not not as good as b4 le ba... abt a week ago, for some stuff (which i forgot liao), she commented that me being a selfish n inconsiderate person, i still be alone, coz if not, i would annoy n bring troubles to de ppl around me... has always respected her, n after hearing this comment, n thinking abt it, i guess mayb it's true that i shld be alone ba, if i'm such a troublesome person... well, since she brought me up, i guess she knows me better than anyone else, n since she made that comment i guess it's 90% correct ba...
thinking from another perspective, if u were a father, n ur children dun really talk to u at all, wad will u feel? of coz u care abt them lah, which father dun? i realise that it's kinda sad lor, if ur children doesn't talk to u at all one... but den although i say i noe de father will not feel good, but saying is much much easier than doing... for me to actually make that step to fix up a 17-year-old problem is not that easy after all...
FC United of Manchester.. a new football club set up by man utd supportes to oppose de purchase of man utd by malcolm glazer.. damn funny lor... set up juz becoz they r unhappy abt de purchase... however, de club is put in some lower league called North West Counties League lah, so if we wanna see the club in premier league, i read that de soonest will be 8 seasons later, coz the club needs to make 8 promotions to make it to EPL...
sch life is routine, holidays is oso routine... it's all de usual stuff, games, tv, sleep, radio... really enjoy using com while listening to radio... especially when playing championship manager... life recently has been a quiet one... nth much special.... at home oso pretty silent le, dun really like to talk le... although life has been quiet, it's pretty enjoyable lah... haf to meet de challenges of gaming... dunno can win de 4th league title wif chelsea anot, dunno can bring brentford to premier league anot, dunno can win euro wif denmark or spain anot... been listening to radio all day long, especially like de programmes at nite... oso found some new songs which i like.. twins' new song, samba (or sth like that), quite nice.. n zhang feng qi's wan jun biao mei oso not bad, like the tune a lot... dun really use com a lot nowadays, decided to let bro use more ba, coz recently realised that i haf been dominating de use of com for de past few yrs too much le... but he got ncc camp these 3 days, till wed, so now i still using lor... heard over de radio that jay's reaching s'pore a couple hours from now, for de preview of initial d... but i guess jay's fans shld haf known this ages ago ba, me only enjoy listening to music only, not fan of any... great! wilber's ai shang wei lai de ni is playing now... one of my fav songs of all times!! oh man, this is a real long post sia... long time nvr post le, got many crap to say... so if u haf read till here le, thanx a lot for reading n not giving up halfway!
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