weekends really pass real fast... even though there is the 3-day break this week, it still seems 2 pass very fast... let's see... saturday.. didn't do much, except completed the transformation of curves tutorial, watched a lot of tv, including golden bowl, de channel u talkshow, goals, amazing race (which i recorded) and so on... well, chelsea clinched de premiership title on saturday, after a 50-year wait.. now thinking abt it, m i a chelsea supporter? well, i'm sure that i wasn't a supporter of any club a couple of years back, namely before sec 3... now thinking more abt it, i 'became' that chelsea supporter simply because back in 4/1 there were many man utd and arsenal supporters, and that in the league there were man utd, chelsea and arsenal fighting at the top of the table, so i guess i 'became' the chelsea supporter simply for fun, juz found it fun 2 haf this 'supporter rivalry' in 4/1... well, i guess i'm getting tired of all the 'use money 2 buy success' and 'cheater chelsea' and stuff like that... i guess i can say here that i'm no longer a supporter of any club from now on...
let's move on, sunday... went gl's hse early in the morning, 10 like that... for 'swim'!!! quite a while nvr 'swim' le.. (aka mahjong) me, ben, qy n gl were de starting four, and de morning was bad enough for me liao... lost like 20 bucks le... den substituted by jy, who came later... den i went on 2 play ps2, courtesy of jy who brought it, wif zh, who oso came later... finally, ty oso came le, like mini antarctica gathering like that... den went rivervale plaza for lunch, den after lunch went back gl hse lor... den until like 6 like that zh left le, coz he meeting his family for dinner outside... so i came in... luckily got gl by de side 2 help me, cut back a lot of losses... in the end i lost 12 bucks, flat... lucky nvr passed my record, which is 18 bucks... let's move on to today... didn't do much actually, did de dynamics tutorial, still very unsure of this topic, only did the 1st 5 qns, sth like anyhow do one, try try luck, see tally wif de ans given anot... sian leh, this topic very big lor, need 2 get it right from the very start, if not i sure die when de lectures continue... will try find some time 2 go thru de notes again n again... den tried the matrices tutorial, oso very difficult leh, dunno how 2 do sia, see how tml liao... den juz now watched good luck... 2day 2nd last episode le, tml final episode... sian lor, y muz so fast end, good show leh... tsutsumi shinichi is definitely my fav actor in that show... he is a damn good actor lor... he is supposed 2 haf that cold face throughout the entire show, but when he's not supposed 2 change that cold expression, he acted thru his eyes... u can see his sadness, happiness, relief, depression and many other feelings juz thru his eyes.. wad i can only say is.. PRO! oso, from 2day's episode, as quoted from shinkai (aka takuya kimura), sth like "the legs r mine, if even me myself gif up, den there's really no hope le"... this really makes me tink abt myself.... i haf been giving my frustrations abt my lousy body, my wrist, my lousy stamina and stuff like that all de time... wad does this show? simply shows that i'm a weak person, weak mentally, giving up whenever any little problem pops up... been saying i wan 2 achieve this achieve that, but do i really wan it? take for example napfa... been saying i wanna try for that silver, in de end leh? failed my pull-up, and my 2.4 timing is still far from that 12:30... heard this b4, 'if u wan sth real badly, u will do anything 2 get it'... so do i wan that napfa silver real badly? or is it juz sth that i juz say for fun? another thing 2 comment abt myself... often say a lot of stuff w/o much thoughts... den later some time den wanna take back all those stuff i had said earlier... one example was mentioned above, that chelsea supporter thingy... kinda dumb rite? compared to all those real supporters, i'm totally a joke lah, an insult to them lor... another example, becoz of the wrist, b4 de last soccer game i played in (4/1 vs 4/6), i was talking stuff like 'that gonna be my last game as the goalkeeper'... but after that very day when the game was played, realised that i said de wrong stuff yet again... i'm not willing 2 gif up that position yet... i still got many things 2 improve on, things which i tink i can improve on, not juz crapping... especially during that very game, when i felt that i had more 2 contribute 2 de team, and some goals r conceded stupidly...
anyway, tml got afternoon pe... dunno haf anot.. and dunno if the 2.4 run is tml or thurs, during morning pe... guess i juz haf 2 be mentally prepared ba, prepared for anything, and prepare 2 run like i nvr run b4 if the run is tml...
let's move on, sunday... went gl's hse early in the morning, 10 like that... for 'swim'!!! quite a while nvr 'swim' le.. (aka mahjong) me, ben, qy n gl were de starting four, and de morning was bad enough for me liao... lost like 20 bucks le... den substituted by jy, who came later... den i went on 2 play ps2, courtesy of jy who brought it, wif zh, who oso came later... finally, ty oso came le, like mini antarctica gathering like that... den went rivervale plaza for lunch, den after lunch went back gl hse lor... den until like 6 like that zh left le, coz he meeting his family for dinner outside... so i came in... luckily got gl by de side 2 help me, cut back a lot of losses... in the end i lost 12 bucks, flat... lucky nvr passed my record, which is 18 bucks... let's move on to today... didn't do much actually, did de dynamics tutorial, still very unsure of this topic, only did the 1st 5 qns, sth like anyhow do one, try try luck, see tally wif de ans given anot... sian leh, this topic very big lor, need 2 get it right from the very start, if not i sure die when de lectures continue... will try find some time 2 go thru de notes again n again... den tried the matrices tutorial, oso very difficult leh, dunno how 2 do sia, see how tml liao... den juz now watched good luck... 2day 2nd last episode le, tml final episode... sian lor, y muz so fast end, good show leh... tsutsumi shinichi is definitely my fav actor in that show... he is a damn good actor lor... he is supposed 2 haf that cold face throughout the entire show, but when he's not supposed 2 change that cold expression, he acted thru his eyes... u can see his sadness, happiness, relief, depression and many other feelings juz thru his eyes.. wad i can only say is.. PRO! oso, from 2day's episode, as quoted from shinkai (aka takuya kimura), sth like "the legs r mine, if even me myself gif up, den there's really no hope le"... this really makes me tink abt myself.... i haf been giving my frustrations abt my lousy body, my wrist, my lousy stamina and stuff like that all de time... wad does this show? simply shows that i'm a weak person, weak mentally, giving up whenever any little problem pops up... been saying i wan 2 achieve this achieve that, but do i really wan it? take for example napfa... been saying i wanna try for that silver, in de end leh? failed my pull-up, and my 2.4 timing is still far from that 12:30... heard this b4, 'if u wan sth real badly, u will do anything 2 get it'... so do i wan that napfa silver real badly? or is it juz sth that i juz say for fun? another thing 2 comment abt myself... often say a lot of stuff w/o much thoughts... den later some time den wanna take back all those stuff i had said earlier... one example was mentioned above, that chelsea supporter thingy... kinda dumb rite? compared to all those real supporters, i'm totally a joke lah, an insult to them lor... another example, becoz of the wrist, b4 de last soccer game i played in (4/1 vs 4/6), i was talking stuff like 'that gonna be my last game as the goalkeeper'... but after that very day when the game was played, realised that i said de wrong stuff yet again... i'm not willing 2 gif up that position yet... i still got many things 2 improve on, things which i tink i can improve on, not juz crapping... especially during that very game, when i felt that i had more 2 contribute 2 de team, and some goals r conceded stupidly...
anyway, tml got afternoon pe... dunno haf anot.. and dunno if the 2.4 run is tml or thurs, during morning pe... guess i juz haf 2 be mentally prepared ba, prepared for anything, and prepare 2 run like i nvr run b4 if the run is tml...
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