let's see... this week juz pass like that lor... temporary lectures and talks filled this week... the new 08/05 reminds me of old 3/1 (2003)... divided into cliques, the old 08 ppl plus the 2 new girls (well, there's only 5 gals, so the 2 new girls haf 2 mix wif the 3 old ones), the repeat ppl plus 2 of their frens, den the others... mainly it's these 3 cliques... my 2nd PDG tutor, aka sort of form teacher like that one, noticed this and told us 2 eliminate this negative energy in the class, and that only positive energy in the class can help everyone in the class, no matter academically or mentally or wadever... but i tink a bit hard lah, haf 2 see how de new 08/05 progresses... as it's temporary lectures week, everyone wif de same subject goes 2 the same places... so i still kinda mostly hang around wif the andersonians, namely gl and winglok most of the time, den sometimes add zhihao in lor... cca carnival was on wed, and i chose photographic society yet again... bought uniform yesterday, me kind of weird, all buy different sizes one... 2 shirts, one 14.5 one 15, 2 pants, one 31, one 32... even de guy who's at the counter there seemed kinda surprised that i picked all different sizes one... yesterday was 1st april, but no one quite remembered that it was april fool yesterday.. not much pranks i saw, except for once, in de canteen where 1 girl fell for the 'de tomato sauce feels warm' prank... for tues, wed, thurs, dunno y very tired after reaching home, went 2 slp very early, at 9, 8.30, 9 respectively.. den yesterday slept at 12am... irregular sleeping pattern sia, dunno y... oso, my parents went to malaysia for 'qing ming'.. 2day was raining at noon, den go out very mah fan, in de end didn't have lunch... -_-" dumb lor, skipped lunch becoz of rain.... anyway, 2day actually got old 08 outing one, but as usual, it was cancelled, due 2 poor response... actually i dun mind go for it lah, but they wanna go orchard, den heard that cineleisure dun haf house of fury, which is a movie i wanna watch, but anyway de outing was cancelled... in de end, sat in front of tv in de afternoon watching recorded shows, namely amazing race and chase, which i missed when i went slp early on those days..

i guess it's like this liao... nth much i can complain abt, coz it was my fault, i was the one who started all these crap, in de end resulted 2 this... shld haf made amendments much much earlier, but now i guess nth i do can change things much liao.. all resulted from my stubbornness, from my unwillingness to give in, from a moment of rashness... watched a show earlier 2day, where 1 person said this, 'i noe if i'm in any trouble or danger, he will jump in 2 my aid within 2 seconds'... mayb in the past this can be true for us, but i guess for now, de 2 of us cannot be like b4 liao... i guess we r juz like acquaintances le, nth much can change that le...