couple of days didn't update le, so 2day, with jay singing 'dao dai' in the background (from radio), i shall update a little abt this week... (btw, i tot 'dao dai' is jolin's song?? hmm...) wednesday, kang, qy and ben went pool, acy went his air rifle, gl went his soccer training, me got nothing on, so left sch quite early that day... wanted 2 go nj walk walk one, but ty got lessons till around 3, den got soccer training at 3.30 liao, so go there oso like a bit no point like that... oso, when i called him, he answered, when it was his lesson time, power sia... thursday, got afternoon pe... hmm.. correction, shld say got afternoon military training... but surprisingly, very surprisingly, alex lee let us off on time! u dun always see alex lee so nice one lor, mayb he got sth on, so rushing time... today.. sch ended earlier 2day, coz tml got aj family day (cum sth like funfair lah), so dismissed earlier to let us set up de stall... after sch, acy, qy, gl, kang and me went mac for lunch... actually they wanna go jp lah, but i dun wan lah, so went mac instead lor... paiseh ah, guys... i dunno y lah, but juz dun feel like goin jp lor... after lunch, acy and qy went back aj to help their class set up de stall, gl oso went back for his soccer, den me and kang went nj! crasher! ok lah, can say aj's security very slack one lor, nj there got security guards at side and main gates, so they will check one lor... den as me and kang were entering, den security guard asked if we were njcians, and demanded for our nj collar pins... so haf 2 wriggle our ways through lor... said i went back sch 2 take my shoe-bag, which i left in sch, and my collar pin inside, den he let us in... saw a couple of andersonians, den walked around de sch lor... bigger than aj lah, environment quite nice, atmosphere not bad, and sth 2 note is that de building dun look like it will collapse anytime, unlike aj =S den finally left when ty had 2 go for his soccer training at 4.30...

ok, next week looks likely 2 be the time when de o level results will be released... although no formal notification or wadever lah, but everyone seems 2 be saying is next week liao, so next week lor... to be frank lah, i dun really care abt it that much lor... not excited, worried, or wadever lah... i guess i'm those kind of ppl who live one day by one day one lor, dun really tink much abt future, only tink abt that day... to say excited, i'm more excited at next week's champions league game between chelsea and barcelona lor....

quite easily frustrated nowadays, and oso very sian too... very sian of studying le... everyday study study and study like mad lor... de pace is so fast lor... initially still ok, now like struggling le... easily frustrated oso, coz most tutorials i cannot finish liao... de quality and quantity are increasing rapidly.. more and harder... most tutorials i cannot do like half de paper lor... very frustrated one ah!!! computing and f maths very bad for me... computing most qns i cannot really do... partly becoz i dun haf logic =/ a lot thinking power needed lor, and i seem 2 lack that... f maths oso... often remember wad tan teck poh always says... 'dun be like a monkey... a monkey can remember how 2 do sth, but it will not understand y it is doing it...' ever since he started talking abt that, i have been thinking if i m one of the monkeys he was referring to... o level is not really a gauge lor, i dunno i know how 2 do qns becoz i memorized the examples and the steps or izit becoz i really know de concept and applying it... f maths definitely requires a lot of brain power, and currently i'm struggling wif f maths... so m i that monkey??

oh ya, oso, my left wrist, which i injured like 3 or 4 weeks ago, is getting worse and worse liao... haven't go see doc, haf 2 see one soon le, i dun wan it 2 get to the stage where it's too late 2 treat le... i still need my left hand one...