3 days into the O's... not considered really good... higher chinese was gone, and i really mean gone... construction of sentence i dunno 3 out of 5, which took 9 marks away liao... then fill in the blank in the 1st two sections oso dunno quite many, so... gone lor... ss is ok and not ok, middle middle ba... 1st essay managed 2 finish, 2nd one no time le... only managed to elaborate the 3 factors of switzerland, then conclusion only 1 line: 'in conclusion, i feel that international respect is the most important becoz it leads to the other benefits', then time's up... finally, today's english... paper 1 was ok, but oso no time finished the last paragraph of compo, only 2-3 lines only, but letter is ok... paper 2 is dumb, wrong, is me dumb... summary is from lines something to something, but i actually missed that! i only saw the 'from passage A', so ok lor, i took some points from the paragraphs not included, which led to about 4 to 5 points wasted... haizzz, the battle hasn't even gone halfway already losing the battle liao...

yes, they are my friends, but i juz can't face them... they are still friendly towards me, but the sense of guilt is constantly there, so i'm ashamed to see them... mayb they will turn away from me when they learn about the truth after the O's, then we might become juz like strangers, meeting but pretending to not know each others ba.... mayb i really shouldn't think about it so much ba, i had already paid a big price for it when it occupied a part of my mind on sunday and monday, so i guess juz let all the scoldings, anger and unhappiness come after the O's ba...

next few days will be maths days, so let's juz hope that no big problems next few days... anyway, good luck to all!!