watched the incredibles yesterday... i dun really feel that i can rate it as a really good movie, but at least it is not lousy... juz like wad ben said as the movie ended, it felt like we had juz finished watching a cartoon show, instead of a movie... anyway, i had already read some plots about the movie b4 yesterday... brought out some thoughts about movie which some ppl may not see... as quoted from one magazine, the incredibles is a reflection of a typical family in the society now... mr incredible, a man who doesn't do well at work, and often meets up with old friend (frozon) to talk about the old days, and thus determined to do something great, hence taking up the challenge to fight the robot at the island... elastigirl, with great stretching powers, (reminds me of fantastic four) indicates her flexibility to adapt to the lives of normal ppl, even if it is involuntary... violet, a girl who is shy and introvert, always covering her face with her face, and her ability to become invisible may be inferred as her fear to face up to reality and wanting to escape from reality, when she thought that she is not good at anything, so when she becomes invisible, she can sort of 'disappear'... dash, is like a typical boy, his speed indicates his rashness and impluse, and always trying to show off his extraordinary ability... about jack jack, hmmm, i oso dunno, a typical baby perhaps?

when wars are started, and neither side wants to surrender or back down, things often get real bad... who says games are juz wasting ur time? well, u get to see the reality in the game of utopia... yes kang, i dun play utopia for a long time le, but i have absorbed my cousin's province since he decided that the game is too hard and so i took it... well, now my kingdom is in war wif another, and at 1st the other side wants us to surrender, but apparently my king dun wan, so the war continues... now the war is becoming light, but wad i expect is a chaotic situation to come... war is like the tornado/hurricane, 1st was chaotic, fighting here and there, now is the phrase of the 'eye', when things are calming down, but the worst has yet to come... now both sides have decided that this war needs a winner and a loser, and so alliances are called in... if i'm not wrong, 2 or 3 days later the real war will be starting...

PS: kang, i wanted to ask for assistance from ur kingdom one, but seeing that ur kingdom oso is having a war, i guess it's up to my king's alliances le...

2 entries ago, i mentioned about something which says that i modified my blog... but if u have not been here for quite some time, and u are new to here, well, this is my old template again... remembered that my 1st entry talks about having a simple blog, so y contradicting myself by changing a new template? so i have now gone back to my old one...

finally found the 2 songs i have been searching for for the past few months... they are by a chinese singer, zhang zhen yue... i guess a lot of ppl dunno him, or have not even heard of him b4... but i feel that these 2 songs, 'ai wo bie zou' and 'wu lu yong de ren', are really not bad, but i guess becoz he's not really that well-known in the music industry now so not many ppl take notice of him or his songs...

most countries in the world now are so-called democratic, and i dun deny that... almost everyone is now living in the democratic society, but is each unit which forms the society democratic? dictatorship still exists, i strongly believe... however, these are juz the minority group of the society, where a couple of families have their so-called 'dictator'... there were many examples of dictators in the past, including stalin of russia, and hitler of germany... however, the ppl in these few countries were never really loyal to these dictators, and many opponents appeared... but some of these opponents juz express their disagreements over some stuff the dictators said, and eventually something bad would happen to them... so wad's the best way to overthrow the dictators? to become a 'supporter' of him, den backstab him when the time is right? to stay neutral, pretending that u dun care about nothing, but in the end start a revolution so great the dictator won't be able to take it? well, the best method is still being explored by me.......

y do i care so much about this kind of stuff? izit becoz there's a dictator or tyrant in my family whom i wan 2 'overthrow' or 'punish'? or izit becoz i'm that dictator who's looking out for possible 'revolutions'? hmmmm

this morning played in the match against cat high... although i played for the whole game, to say the truth, i'm not even sure whether the final score was 4-0 or 3-0... i felt that 1 or 2 of the goals were juz offside, but i tink they were counted anyway... so b4 we say anything about the referees like bad decisions made etc, i guess their existences really make the game fairer...

was intending 2 rush home to do the PAE, but was really hungry, so went to eat 1st... finished lunch at 2.30pm, den reached home at around 3.05pm, den finally did the PAE... in the end, time check was 3.15pm when i finished the PAE, and 1st choice is AJ, while 2nd choice is NJ... sounds a bit weird huh? coz normally is put the better choice 1st den the next better one 2nd, but, who cares?

as usual, after a soccer game, i got sunburnt again, and the sensation of the burning feeling in the eyes is kind of uncomfortable... listening the SHE's encore now... quite a good album, i feel... besides 'huo niao', de other songs are oso quite good, like 'bu zai chang', 'bie shuo dui bu qi', 'dui hao ru zuo' and 'jin zhong zhao tie bu shan'...

really tired now... guess i haven't recover from after-effects of the chalet... oso got the feeling that i'm gonna get sick soon... let's hope not....

juz returned from class chalet... 10 plus days never update blog le, and several stuff happened during this period... one main one was that the big O's was finally over, another was about the PAE briefing we had yesterday, which i felt was kind of no use... den 4/1 had their class chalet, and finally a minor thing which happened was that i modified my blog a little...

de day before had PAE briefing, went to tampines, century square, as a couple of ppl are buying ps2, and i'm stuck wif my ps1... but ps1 is not that bad anyway 4 me, as i'm still now on my route to complete my FF8 asap... den went home, den went out again, to yishun, to hand some stuff to aizat, which i forgot to bring to sch in the morning... den went home again... den finally went to pasir ris for the class chalet, but it was like 8 plus le when i reached there... played some cards, watched some tv and talked some crap... dun forget we oso celebrated jinyang's birthday... was waiting for the 3.35am soccer game of barcelona vs celtics, but time really passed very slow, and a couple of ppl decided to go to the beach for a walk, so i juz tagged along... during the walk, was talking quite a bit about recent movies wif cheewei and carrie, some movies like saw, shutter, incredibles, the forgotten.... but i didn't watch any of these, and cheewei was saying almost all of the story in saw, while carrie supplied us wif story from the shutter... i read quite a few plots about these few movies, and i realised that these plots can really tell u a lot, and u will know quite a lot of stuff already even if u didn't go to watch them.... walked to pasir ris park (or juz de park near downtown east, i dunno the name), and was walking along a bridge which connects one part of the park to another... den we came to a spot where there were dead fishes on the bridge, and it was not like one or two, instead, it's something like wad u get if u pour a small bucket full of fish onto the bridge... anyway, we walked on, den we walked back... den one person broke off the group, and went along somewhere else alone... so a couple of us, decided to follow him... (dun ask me why, i wasn't the one who brought up the idea to follow him) we walked around, from the park, to the beach, to the costa sands pasir ris, to nowhere for about 1 plus hour... and when we decided that we were heading towards nowhere, we called back the person and we went back to the chalet... den we found out that some ppl in the rooms had started their dreamland explorations while the rest were outside on the stone benches... den till 5 plus when i couldn't take it anymore, and i went to sleep... but only about 20 plus minutes into my sleep, i started coughing, and it hit an 'emergency button' in my body... i then rushed to the toilet and started puking, some yellowish stuff which i dunno wad the hell was becoz the last thing i ate was about 11 hours ago and i tink these stuff would have been digested... anyway, found out that puking can actually make u not sleepy anymore, but unfortunately this effect is really short-term, and i started feeling sleepy and went to sleep again... all the way till 12 plus, when a call from home 'summoned' me to return home and so i went home...

yesterday, after singapore idol, went back to chalet... some had left, some went to escape, while the rest remained in the rooms playing x-box or cards, or watching tv.... nothing much done during the night, were switching channels among crap programmes... went for walk around the chalet compound, den sat at the stone benches, den went to the place with all the stuff for the kids, like see-saw and stuff like that... finally went back to the rooms, den me, justin and jinyang played 2 games of bluff in the dark, when the rest were all sleeping... den we decided to go sleep... went to look for an empty space for ourselves, i juz took my bag and treated it as a pillow, and slept on the floor... (reminds me of my ncc days) den in the morning, jasmen told me to go up bed to sleep, as the rest had all woke up, and i continued my sleep till 9 plus, and den started packing for the book out at 10... den returned home, and now at com...

about 10 days ago, was heading home with gl, ty and kang in bus 159... encountered a quite 'special' incident... a woman didn't pay for the bus fare and went in and sat down, so the driver was determined to only drive off after the woman paid up... but the woman said that she had no money, and she insisted that there's a rule for the bus drivers indicating that the drivers have to let the passenger have the ride, if he/she has no money... however, the driver realised that the woman can't pay up, and so he demanded her to get off the bus... then another woman gave the woman a dollar and so the woman managed to pay up... and so i thought the heated conversation would end, but it was not the case... the woman then began to pass sarcastic and critical remarks about the driver... some labels she gave the driver were 'xia liu' (despicable), 'mei ren xing' (w/o human nature), money-lover, and she even said that the driver would forever be the slave of money, as he sees such a little amount of money as such a big deal... but in the 1st place, is there such a 'rule' where drivers muz give their passengers a ride no matter they have money or not? i had not read the SBS Book of Rules b4 lah, but i seriously doubt the existence of this rule, coz everyone can board the bus and say they dun haf money, and the bus company has to give free services...

born followers juz have to see their own roles and limits, and dun try to lead like leaders, or else it will juz result in failures and failures...

ok, long time no update le... actually oso have nothing much 2 say lah, but suddenly became worried that i'm actually still online now, blogging some crap, when the killer combo of geography and physics is coming on 17 nov, which is about 3 days away, and i still have a history caught in between on 16 nov... guess i really need 2 study le... did a couple of physics papers these few days, realised that i still have some concepts uncleared, at this crucial time... thought the papers are supposed to be good practices, instead they demoralised me...

leaders... from the word, it can be inferred that 'leaders' refer to ppl who lead... so which kinds of ppl are exactly classified as 'leaders' and 'followers'? is there such a thing as you are born to be a leader? or follower? or it is juz up to the person's choice to whether he/she wan 2 be a leader or follower? so wad's the big difference between leaders and followers? besides the fact that one leads and the other follows... read a book b4, as quoted from the author, 'leaders can be human, but they are not allowed to show the weaknesses of human... ppl say that they wan leaders to be juz like them, but actually they wan leaders 2 act the way the ppl wish they could act to be'.... true? or it is juz a biased opinion of the author? personally i dun really have any idea, coz most of time i choose the leaders juz for the sake of choosing, or sometimes i dun vote or nominate at all...

as time moves by, it seems that dragging and delaying are making the matter worse and worse, and the need for a decision becomes more and more important... mayb the sentosa trip was too well-done le ba, and oso the previous outings were all successful, and so the expectation shld be quite high.... but before the expection of an exciting trip, the thought of not even being able to establish the trip is really frustrating, and i getting more desperate day by day...

really tired sia, guess i juz have 2 get it done and over with, and then juz escape everything ba....

3 days into the O's... not considered really good... higher chinese was gone, and i really mean gone... construction of sentence i dunno 3 out of 5, which took 9 marks away liao... then fill in the blank in the 1st two sections oso dunno quite many, so... gone lor... ss is ok and not ok, middle middle ba... 1st essay managed 2 finish, 2nd one no time le... only managed to elaborate the 3 factors of switzerland, then conclusion only 1 line: 'in conclusion, i feel that international respect is the most important becoz it leads to the other benefits', then time's up... finally, today's english... paper 1 was ok, but oso no time finished the last paragraph of compo, only 2-3 lines only, but letter is ok... paper 2 is dumb, wrong, is me dumb... summary is from lines something to something, but i actually missed that! i only saw the 'from passage A', so ok lor, i took some points from the paragraphs not included, which led to about 4 to 5 points wasted... haizzz, the battle hasn't even gone halfway already losing the battle liao...

yes, they are my friends, but i juz can't face them... they are still friendly towards me, but the sense of guilt is constantly there, so i'm ashamed to see them... mayb they will turn away from me when they learn about the truth after the O's, then we might become juz like strangers, meeting but pretending to not know each others ba.... mayb i really shouldn't think about it so much ba, i had already paid a big price for it when it occupied a part of my mind on sunday and monday, so i guess juz let all the scoldings, anger and unhappiness come after the O's ba...

next few days will be maths days, so let's juz hope that no big problems next few days... anyway, good luck to all!!