one may ask me, y bother 2 start only now? it's supposed 2 be studying time, not blogging time. others would be busy studying, not reading ur blog... well, mayb partly due 2 the boring times online, so juz find something to do... oso can say that i need something 2 say out wad is in the mind...

y lone wolf? dunno... mayb i'm a loner? or mayb i'm a 'wolf', as in the 'se lang', direct translation: colour wolf, as ben pointed that out when i first adopted the nick 'lone wolf' (if my hanyu pinyin wrong dun blame me, i sux at it) someone told me b4 that wolves always hang around in packs, so no chance of any lonely wolf... i guess i have found my 'pack' le, but m i no longer the 'lone wolf'? a qn which i can't answer... mayb the 'lone wolf' doesn't refer to me being lonely, but me in my own world at times....

memories... in chinese we always say keep ur secret things in ur heart, while in science we say memories are stored in brain... so will ever this 'brain' or 'heart' be filled 2 its maximum capacity one day? and will then the 'memories' or 'stuff u have been keeping in ur heart' be replaced by new ones? memories can't be erased and that's true...

recently hit by an impact, an impact that is so similar, similar 2 the one i had quite long ago (note: i'm not been in another road accident) hit me kind of more serious this time round... but really dun understand y... y it hit me so hard?

anyway first time blogging, so very very simple, juz something for me to speak out something that was locked up in my 'heart' or 'brain'


even if it's true, i have neither right nor ability 2 fight with him over her.....